If you’ve been here awhile you know I get a urological “upkeep” surgical procedure every 5-6 months, and that I have yet to do well afterward. The whole thing is wrought with fears. I love my surgeon who has more empathy than anyone I know but sitting there in holding… it’s difficult. I think I […]
I looked back at the title of my last post about managing life in a positive way. I had no idea that shit would hit the fan right after posting that. It’s been difficult getting back here (wordpress). I’ve been quite depressed. That means I’m essentially not participating in life outside my own difficulties. I’m […]
I looked back and was surprised to see that it’s been since October that I posted, well, other than my bedspread pictures. This is a great time to post actually since I’ve just had my weekly nutrition appointment. As usual it went well. It’s been going well for quite some time even if there are […]
That’s a long complicated answer which I’ll hopefully motivate myself to write soon. Aside from that, I’ve been devoting all my sit down time to finishing the crocheted bedspread I started earlier this year. Finished!!!!
I apologize for being a bit slack in posting. I’ve had a housemate staying with me for about 3 weeks so have been otherwise engaged. Today is a busy day, wait no, this week is busy, busy, busy. Tomorrow I have two dental appointments. Originally I was scheduled for a dental cleaning but suddenly had […]
Thank you to anadancer for nominating me. I’ve felt invisible most of my life like I’m in the back row of the theater looking out on everyone else. When people acknowledge my presence it used to catch me by surprise, it still does in some ways. However, now I also get a warm feeling like […]
So much has been happening in my life like, you know, living it! Wow, who knew an eating disorder was like a black hole sucking more and more of my life in to it in a spiral of seemingly no return?! Looking back, that is how it seems at any rate. So on to the […]